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Recovering Heroin Addict. This is my story

"Please, I want so badly for the good things to happen."

Sylvia Plath, 3 months before her suicide. (via sharingneedles)

(via bluehousekids)

I just want to feel better. I miss heroin every single day still.
Some days are okay, and some worse than others.
Days like this, when I am alone - but I know my boyfriend is free,
I want some soothing company. And I know just what could fix me up.

I forget that she’ll become my everything again though,
and I’ll have no choice but to succumb to her.
I can’t lose my life again.
But on days like these, I don’t want one to begin with.